Where is my Love Stories?

I'm not a person who stuck in front of TV everyday.  But If I do, I always watch Cartoons.. (weyhh, I love cartoons ... K...)Beside Cartoon, my favorite program would be National Geographic/ National Geographic Wild and HBO. But, sometimes I watched love stories  too. I love to see love stories about teen/or love stories about student of Universities~~~~ Always Happy Ending~~~~ Only 1% is not happy ending. But.. but... but... During my Universities lives.. Where is my Happy Ending of my Love stories? Where? I can't even taste it~~~ Hahahaha~~~~ I guess, I'm FAIL as  a lover during my Universities lives~~~~ Hahahaha~~~~~ I wonder ~~~~~~ What would happen to me after this?

Where should I work?

Darn, It's good to rest but darn It's too long.... Well, yeah~~ If only my work field around my house, there is no problem for me already. Well, Life is not easy, we have to face this kind of situation as human (Iguess) Reason is, I don't want to live far from my parents again. It's already almost 5 years I live far from my parents during my study. Melaka to Cyberjaya..... Darn...

If I work around Shah Alam or Cyberjaya, the best is I can hang out with my friends. Yes, right now my best Melaka friends never tried to invite me to hang out. Weird thing is, when I at Cyberjaya, they always ask me to hang out, but right now I'm at Melaka... Darn, silent....... Well, there is a girl (my crush during my form 5) she a good person. She asked me to hang out with her If I wanted to. I just said O.k ,but till now I never tried to invite her. I'm not a good chatter, I'm scare she will said I'm a boring person. Well, I will try my best if I hang out with her. One day. I will.... I will~~~~~~~

(but sometime some of my Melaka friends started to hate me[Iguess], but yes.. They change because they too active with politic..... Some of them become too racist already.. Yes, I started being a racist too[because of them/ my racist friends... But, I welcome  to all race to be my friend, but if they start to be a racist.. Then I should be a racist to them too)

Back to main topic. Where should I go right now? Where should I work? My main is Melaka, but there is only a tiny chances for me to get a job around Melaka. I want to live with my parents. If I work around Cyberjaya or Shah Alam, I guess it's easy for me to get job around there. Yes, I would like to treat my friends too. I don't want being mark as stingy(kedekut)[I had no idea that words in English]They always treat me, one day I will bring them, treat them at DimSum. I hope they love it.

If next year I still dint get a job, then my final conclusion is search a job around Cyberjaya. If I get a job.... I might hardly post something new in this blog or my other blog. But, trust me, I will tried my best to keep up to date in here. (I always had a problem that I want to share) (yet... my english are terrible as always)

Hahahaha

My Crush in My Dream

On 5/12/20013~~~ I sleep while dream of my crush ~~~~~~ Goshhhhh~~~~ It was a nice dream because it is already long time I dint hear her voice~~~ The way she talk~~~~ How lovely she is~~~~~ ,I dream of her~~~ But, the moment she want said something important [I guess (in my dream)] My Mom wake me up~~~~ Arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What she tried to said? Urgghhhhhhhhhhhh...............

 I do love her~~~~ To bad she already belong to someone else........ The reason why I did not confess to her ... It is because......... Her little Brother said something that I wont get his sister... Is it because I'm just a normal person... Well, I'm not a good looking person.... I don't have six or twelve pack in my body... I don't know why her little brother do not like me.... I can't speak english properly? Hurmmmmm......

I Love Her.......

Violin

Long time I did not post anything here, here my latest artwork, the drawing is not mine, if you are one of my fan I'm sure you can notice. Actually I help my little sister to color her drawing because she really want her drawing to be color. Yes, I would like to help her because she is my little sister. BTW, there is another drawing made by here and she want me to color it, but that one I will hold until I have a time help her

Original Character by - Azria

Color by - Azhunt

Happy Birthday Ayah

 Yesterday is my Dad Birthday, 25th April~~~ Happy Birthday Ayah~~~ I suddenly remembered my past between Ayah (dad) and me. If I'm not mistaken, maybe my age around 9 years old. I ran away from the house because my Mom want to sebat me (caned) because I am the one make my Mom angry because I don't want to prayed... Funny thing is, I start pray to my god after my SPM (17 years old). Back to the topic, yes, I ran away from my house when 9 years old~~ (still kids~~) You know what, I ran away and I do not know where to go, and I going back to my house, but I'm not yet enter my house, I just lay down under my Dad car. Try imagine I ran away around 7 PM if I'm not mistaken and I hide under my dad during that time, mosquito everywhere... (yes, till now mosquito everywhere coz I can feel the mosquito suck my yummy blood~~~ PIAP!!!) Back to the topic, I hide under my dad car and seen my Big bro going out from the house for praying at Surau(mosque), then my I see my Big bro enter the house and I heard my Big Bro conversation with my dad, I heard my dad said this, Along ada jumpa A'an kat pondok? That is what I heard and yet I keep quite only. I skip my Dinner~~ I skip my revision~~~ Untill mid night, I saw my big bro going out again to search for me and I seen my dad going out too. Off course they never find my out there because I'm under my dad car~~~~ Yes, from that moment I realize that my Dad love me~~~ He look for me everywhere, ask for neighbor to look for me.. From that moment , I feel why did I do this? (back to the TOPIC) until I seen my big bro near with me, I just make a sound (cough cough (puffff)) and yes, my big bro notice me and let my dad know bout this. THE END~~~~~

Sorry Ayah for that day, I promise it wont happen again~~  

Sorry Ayah coz tak dapat hadir Potong Kek Ayah coz A'an kat Johor Bahru..... Hope next year saya sempat lagi menyabut Birthday Ayah aku~~~~

Thank you for everything~~~ Thank you Ayah~~ Love you~~~ Happy Birthday Ayah~~~~( I know my dad won't read this blog) Happy Birthday Ayah~~~~ Love You~~~~ A'an here will make Ayah, or my family feel proud one day~~~ This is my promise 

There is a lot more stories~~~~ Lot more ~~~~ But only this I would like to share ~~~

(love your Dad no mater what, and yes, Our mom too)





Psssttt, this is not my drawing~~~ I can't draw nice like this~~~

Thank you

Even though I don't have fans who like or love my drawing, yet I keep on trying and trying to get at least one Hardcore fans. I know my drawing style differecnt with others, no Handsome guy or Bishin, no Cute or Kawaii Girl. No Cute Animal or whata ever it is..... I won't let that fact that can make me give up.... I start Drawing since I was little and yes, I produce my own comic when 7 years old... Meaning, on that time I already produce my own character.. Till now I still remember those character..... Arghhhh....... No people like my Art, Ok.... I will try my best to get my own fans.... Azhan Bin Ahmad...(AZHUNT) I trust you no matter what happen to you..a.k.a me.....

Save me

What I gonna wrote here I pretty sure that I'm the only one who read this....

Day by day I keep on smiling to other people, and love to see their reply my smile.... BUT! Most of it is just my Friend, thank you my friend, may God bless you. I'm sure they feel weird why this BLACKMAN smiling at me? Yes, I am BLACKMAN, I am MATBLACK... I am Black Heart... This is what they always called me last time. I keep my anger into my heart. I proud to be that last time. Kisah Lalu, lupa sajer larrr. It's ok, now my skin a bit bright right now because I'm started to use Whitening~~~

Did you know I always wearing smiling MASK so that no one will notice my anger, my feeling ... Yes, If you started to see my anger face, keep calm if I'm now angry with you, LIKE I ALWAYS SAID TO MY FRIENDS, I WONT RELEASE MY ANGER INTO OTHER PEOPLE. They innocent... But this SHIT always happen to me... What did I do to you ALIENS? I keep my anger int o my heart.....

I suddenly remember my past what happen to me when I work for other people as security for an event only.... At MMU...... There is one RACIST CHINESE GIRLS (I'm not racist) scold me because I reprimand her. GIRL or BITCH PLEASE. I'm doing my job O.K. If you angry at me, you should angry with my BOSS too.... I just do my work on what my Boss said to me and sadly, my boss also Chinese, Damn nice laaaaa.... My boss and other staff laugh at me. Is it because I'm MALAY and I should be blame here for your fault? BITCH PLEASE LAHHH..... I keep my anger into my cracking Heart..... I can feel the darkside going take over my body when I rememberd about this...

Yes, Facebook is a place where people like me should be happy.. But I'm not happy at all. What I write is what I'm the only one read it. I try to get near with you because I want to be your friend. And you just ignore me , You just IGNORE ME, YOU JUST IGNORE ME... You IGNORE ME, Ko BUAT BODOH JER NGAN AKU arrr? It is your choice to ignore me. What did I do bad thing to you? If YES< I want said Sorry. But wait, I just do bad stuff to other who are do a shit thing to me. It is true... Sorry if I'm no good at communicate because I don't have that skill... I read someone blog and she said Communicate skill is one of the important friend to get a friend. I wish I could have that skill...... She said is true... Damn true about it...... I have many friends, some of them love being friend with me, thank you for those accepted me as your friend. Others, hope you accept me as your friend.....

Fine, this is what I want said to....... Hurmmmm.... Is there anybody read my post arrr? No, there is nobody read this post or my BLOG already.... What I type all this and only one person read this, yes! it's me. Lonely guy... So here what I want to said to MYSELF. What people said, If (I feel negative, angry or everything negative, we should keep to my self....) I guess that kind of word are turn me into more BAD person actually.... What I write just now people can said (I already lose to this or my world...) Yes... Sometime I keep on talking to my self, why some people killing other people because of that people problem.... People rape someone because of the people being raped made a mistake and deny their problem..... I'm sure you are not understand what I wrote here.... I could said, Why people love made other people suffer because of the victim are the one who are made other goes crazy because of your problem. Because you are the one ask for it and you should get that because of your own mistake, do not deny your mistake and make other people goes suffer because of your STUPID arrogant attitude.... What did wrote here, I also can said it is wrong. I know.... Do not let me said it is right way to solve the problem by what I typing here...

In the end, What am I thinking right now? What am I type just now? What Kind of Joke is this? In the end what I want is I need Friend.... Thank you Thank you who accepted me as your friends, I always appreciate it and hope I gonna be your friend forever