Sometime I inspired from what I see

I love to design a character since little. Till now, I'm still love to draw and design a character. Bad thing is, some people always said that my character look similar with other character that already exist. Ok, maybe because I inspired from it. But, sometime I create my own character without inspired from others and yet still some of them love to find a similarity to other character even though the character don't have any similarity. Did you know how hard to design our own character? Please don't straight away blindly said the character have similar with other character that already exist. You want compare it and you want let me know about it? Fine, I'm ok with it. But there is a way how to let me know about it. I appreciate your and love to hear your comment about my art or my character design. Thank you.

Day Before FASTING Month

Day Before FASTING MONTH, Me and my Parent go back to my Grandma House at Tangkak (JOHOR) Best bout my Granma house is, I'm still can feel being KAMPUNG BOY~~~ Yeah, since my Grandma House have a huge land around the house with number of Fruit tree~~~ Yeah~~ Since the day before Fasting Month is season for Buah Pulasan bear fruit~ Well, I'm Enjoyed pick those Fruit before Fasting day~~~ Usually during Fasting day people lazy to do a work which are Heavy Duty Work or Work need to use a lot of Energy to done it. The Bad thing is, I miss the Durian season which is Week before the Buah Pulasan Fruit Bear fruit. The Lucky thing is, I'm still can enjoy the fruit called Mangosteen and Duku Langsat. Since Mangosteen Duku Langsat season on between Durian and Pulasan~~~

This fruit called Pulasan. The taste are almost same like a Rambutan
(the look also almost the same)
I love Pulasan More than Rambutan~~~~

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Oh yeah, since the Pulasan are too many, we sell it beside the busy road just for fun

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I'm sure people quite familiar with Durian, since this fruit are famous with the smell. Mostly travelers from oversea can't stand from smell of Durian. But for Malaysian People said the smell are nice~~~ BTW, since I miss the Durian Season, well this the only Durian in Good Condition, I know this Durian a bit small~~

This Fruit called Duku Langsat. Almost miss the Duku Langsat season~~~





one of the best fruit ,Mangosteen~~~ I love the taste of this Fruit~~~ Sweet~~~~ Never taste it before? Better taste it~~~ I'm sure you like it~~~

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Well, before I end this post,
HAPPY RAMADAN
~~to all Muslimin and Muslimah~~~

Luka Megurine

Finally, my order is here, Luka Megurine ( FIGMA ) if you want me to rate it, I will give 4 out of 5. Well, I'm not FIGMA Collector , but I can see the Difference between Old Figma and New Figma. Total Figma I already collected is just 2. Luka Megurine from Vocaloid and the old Figma is Yuki Nagato from Suzumia Haruhi. Something Lack on Nagato Yuki is, the joint between her hand and her Arm. Hard to Explain it. Well, at least I answer what is lack on Nagato Yuki (FIGMA). Newer version always get the high rating. Oh my God, I need to fast for 2 weeks since I already use my pocket money for 2 weeks~~~~~~ Ngehhhh~~~~~

Who Am I ?

Who Am I?

I always keep asking to my self, who am I actually? Almost everyday I keep on asking to my self, WHO AM I ? ( Almost Everyday ) Almost all the time bad thing happen to me. Where should I go now? I not even have place where should go except in my bed Room. Haaar? Bed Room? What so so so spacial about my bed room? In my own bed room, is where I can ask this question to my self ( who am I ) I don't have place where should I tell my problem . I don't have any body who are willing to listen my problem ( maybe there is people who are willing to listen my problem but there must be a reason why should I avoid to let others know about my real problem ). Is it all people are in same situation like me? yes, maybe just a few people who are in the same situation with me.

Again, who am I? Am I perfect human? Obviously is NOT. I'm not perfect..... I got a big problem in ENGLISH, I'm sure you all notice bout my English language. My grammar are totally terrible until someone can't even understand what the HELL I'm talking about. Yet, I TRY MY BEST to solve my English problem, If not..... This Blog will be in Malay Language. Did you know, I already take MUET (Malysian University English Test) for 2 times, yet I fail... FAIL! Did you know how tension and depress I am? For the 2nd mark, I can't even let my Mom know bout it. If I cannot pass this test, I will not be able to graduate... OMG! This is totally one of my serious problem.......... Did you know, is hard for me to get an A in any of my subject. In my exam, I always get C... Even I hard to get B in any of my subject. Last time during SPM (Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia), if you are not from Malaysia, SPM is a one of the BIG EXAM for Malaysian Student. SPM is one of the horror thing on student life. During SPM, I just score 1 A. JUST 1 A... And did you know what is the sad thing is, I never get any A for my big Examination and this is the 1st time I get A in my life for big examination. Did you know what subject I score for that A? Is just ART Subject! Not even Mathematics or English or not even my owl Malay Language. Did you know how sad my Parent is. That was my past.

I want to have a spacial Girl friend, I always see people lovely dovey in front of me, Go ahead, is not your problem to lovely dovey in front of me. Is not your fault anyway, is your freedom. I know for those who are couple are not happy always, there is time they will argue which each other. I experience it once in my life. I know how hard it is if we start to argue or fight with our love. I know! I been dumb for 2 times. 2 times! How hurt my heart it is. Is not me who are wanted to break up, but she is the one who are wanted me to break our relationship. It's all because she found a good looking guy. To be honest, did I make a mistake? Or, what is my Mistake? Even she break with me, I know it hurt my heart , but I still forgive her on what she did to me. Some of my friends said (why did you forgive her mistake?) Hurmmmmm....... That was an old story. Already 5 years that thing happens. Still there crack on my heart. Then I try to approach to one girl when I already enter University, yet it fail. FAIL. That's why I never try to approach or try to confess it again to others. Don't want sit in my bed room for 1 day. The bad thing is, I'm not romantic person, and I am a quite person. ( That is why I being DUMB(maybe))

I want to be an Artist or Comic maker or cosplayer or even Musician, yet, I can't. You see, my drawing is not nice like other people. Comic? I can't even finish my comic and yet I already abandon my comic for how many month already. I already have the story in my head, yet I cant even express it. Plus, tell me, who want to hear the story? Who want to see it? Nobody, nobody wanted to hear the stories is, nobody ask me who is this character, nobody asking me what are this character, how the story looks like. No one care! Only 1 person who are love to hear this story, only 1. He is my Big Brother. Only my Big Brother asking me all the time. I cannot expect too much. And yes, thanks to my friends and those who are like my art work, I really appreciate it. Thanks.... I want to be a cosplayer, I can't ! Only once in my life I feel how being a cosplayer. I love it, I like it. But, I'm alone. Yet, the one that I cosplay also is one of the simple character...... i want to be a Musician, I love listen to music, yet, I can't. Tho only music instrument is HARMONICA, and yet, only one song I can play it well, but the sing is too childish. (Twinkle Twinkle Little Star) I don't have talent?

Who am I? Am I just a normal person? (maybe YES or Maybe NO) I want to be somebody, I always respect people, but people hardly to respect me. I don't want back to my old me..... What is my talent anyway? Is it because I don't have any talent? Or is it because I never meet my real talent? Who I want to be? What is my destiny? Again and again and again, who am I?

I never express my feeling like this in any places. This is my 1st time I express it and share it. Even though is just 10% of it. Please do not laugh. Thanks for reading it.

Evolution Of Vanguard Group

You can see the difference of my Art work. In other words is, evolution of Vanguard Group~~~

My Art work when I 10 years old (or below 10years old )



My Art Work when I 11 years old




My Art Work when I 19 years old. New look of Vanguard Group.





My latest Artwork of Vanguard Group.

VANGUARD

Finally I finish this artwork

My Next Artwork

My Next Artwork , VANGUARD~~~ Try my best to finish it soon as possible

SMK Tinggi St.David

16/5/2011 is a Teachers Day ( Hari Guru ). Well, I post a bit late~~ Oh yeah, Happy Teachers Day and Selamat Hari Guru~~~ I enter this school since 2003 and I graduated from this School on 2007, after SPM (Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia) Well, let me share my Good Memories when I studied in this school. BTW, I love Video No3. That's the last Video that I made for my School.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_evondYlCVo&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K4BLTKfiCx4&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KF8A7mr19fM&feature=related

Old and New

People always said, new version always better than old version. Is it true?

Old Version

New Version

Assignmnet Model Making

~~~~Take your time to read this boring post~~~~

5/8/2011 , it's a day of my assignment model making is complete. For this subject (Model Making) it's quite fun and yet it is quite heavy. Actually, I register this subject because of I wanted to know how to create action figure (I aspect too much actually). I know some people said this subject should expensive because of the materials to build a sculpture or Model but I'm still want to learn how to create a Human sculpture.

On the 1st class, our instructor for this subject told us that we need to create a Fort sculpture. Fort Structure? Aiyoyo, I don't want to build something like building or man-made. Actually, I could change the subject for the 1st and 2nd week, but...... Forget it. Let me share how the progress to build this fort

This is not the 1st stage for me to create the fort. For the 1st stage, I build a fort inside Google sketchUp . Why I build inside sketchUp, this is because I lazy to draw into the A3 paper. Arghhh, skip it~~~

This is how I create the texture of the fort, print the texture and paste. Actually, My plan to create texture is should same as I create the texture on the terrain.

How I create the terrain, I just use P.V.A glue mix with water , tissue and news paper

This is how it looks like after I color the terrain. Actually, I can said that this already finish, but for me is not 100% finish, why? Because, it look to simple or boring without trees.


How, I create the trees? I just use wire , sticky tape and I had no idea what we call of this greens thing. I just randomly buy it. To create the trees are actually quite enjoying~~~



COMPLETE~~~! Now I'm ready to submit my work. Before that, I need to take this opportunity to play with my camera~~~~







GUNDAM!!!!!!!

Improvement in Photoshop

For a long time I did not update my BLOG. Since I had no idea what should I write in this blog. Yeah, Last 2 month I already start to thought and redesign my blog. Finally, this my 3rd time I post something in this blog~~~ Enjoy~~~~

First time I heard Photoshop, Warghhhh! This software are more better compare to Paint~~~ For the first time I using Photoshop, Oh crap, It's too complicated compare to Paint~~~ Hahaha~~~ Noob!
So, let me share my improvement in photoshop

This is my 1st artwork using Photoshop
Just used mouse to color it
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Then, this is my 1st time I try to edit real picture merge with my character
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On this art, I start to know which style should I use to create shadow effect for my incoming arts. From here, I start to use burn tool and dodge tool. Since this tool are suitable for my style


On the year 2010, I try my best to create gold effect. Yeah, for the first time, is hard for me to understand the progress of Gold effect and the end , this is my 1st time my arts with Gold effect. Other than start to know Gold Effect, I also start to use smudge Tool for me to create shadow effect. This tool are more easier compare to burn tool and dodge tool. Till now, I still using this 3 tool for my shadow effect
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After I learn how to create Gold Effect in Photoshop, then I try to learn how to create lightning effect , smoke or cloud effect , neon and beam effect. Yet, this is the result from what I learn from Youtube. Thanks to one of my friends who are willing to help me. Yeah, the result are still not good enough since I fail to create Beam Effect plus the lightning and smoke effect. Yet, I still satisfied with the result
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At here, I try my best to create Ice effect. Is not complicated for me to learn it. There is no tutorial for me to done this ice effect, I just take one photo with Ice effect and learn it how to get this kind of Ice effect. It's quite fun actually. Yet, the beam or lighting effect are still not good enough. I wish, somebody will help me how to get nice beam or Lightning effect
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Lastly, I learn how to (PASTE INTO)~~~ Thanks to one of my friend who are teach me how to use paste into~~~
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Hope, I will learn something new in photoshop. Yeah, I still need to learn how to create Lightning and Beam effect. That's not all, I still need to learn how to have better coloring style.

~THE END~